isac

i wanted to write about two things but then i kept delaying it, so now i’ve forgotten about one of them.

the first thing i wanted to write was that i realised over time that i’ve grown gradually fonder of isac. it’s an acquired taste, i feel. i remember there was a period of time when i questioned myself for joining this cca but recently, i find myself leaving cca with a happy face. there’re a lot of funny things that happen and it makes me laugh. like today mr Chan just said something like “come auntie mei help you” in the hong kong accent and it was just so hilarious. ko ko suddenly laughed and i also laughed because it was so funny.

it’s about 20 days to dhap and previously i looked forward to it only because it meant that would finally be the end to isac (and i can finally step down/etc) but now i seem to look forward to it because i really want to make it a good one. what’s depressing is that i have a friend who keeps being absent for cca sessions and i’m left with my junior to take on everything and sometimes it just seems a little unfair. i always joke about how i’m supposed to be the one “slacking” but inadvertently and suddenly i’m the one representing the council or the “point person”. it wasn’t something that i wanted but now i’m not complaining because it’s been quite a good experience and it has changed my perspective towards things.

good night.